How can people balance religious beliefs with seeking professional mental health care?

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Chills like someone is inappropriately touching you in the groin or breast area

Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support. I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized. he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that. he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened. he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence. i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction. after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly. things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it. we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe … our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far? this has upset me so much its hard to even function.

The book of Job goes over:

All of the Names People are Calling This

The left ear can sound different then the right, if a person pays attention they can sense which direction the communication is coming from. They can sense the left ear, the right ear, a space on the upper right corner, right directly above the mind space centered at the top and outside of the head all together.

Why does cocaine makes me want to dress up and get fuck

Confusion

Subtle “grinding” or pains that seems to move in a circular whirl. Like something is spinning or grinding into your head.

Covering up windows

Is heroin really as good as people say it is?

Turning lights off preferring the dark instead

Seeing everything in the natural world around you change where it doesn’t look like it’s supposed to. i.e. Houses, neighborhoods, street signs, highway exit signs, the sky. (This is why people are getting lost and have no clue where they are)

Lucid dream states

Has anyone tried bestiality and been caught?

Extreme changes in social behavior

Seeing creatures

Intrusive Thoughts

How do I identify fake friends in life?

How his community now despised him

Frightening Dreams

If this was truly the case, humanity at large is in very big trouble because this is aboslutely increasing exponentially it is just called by a variety of name which I illustrate below.

What is something you saw while on an airplane that you couldn't believe?

Adrenaline rushes through the body

The problem isn’t getting better it’s getting worse.

Seeing visions of things going on in the spirit realm

Why do you think it is bad to allow people to self-identify as a different gender?

Kundalini Awakening

Friends Gave Bad Advice

Financial Ruin

Has anyone liked being made a cocksucker?

Vibrations

Sudden vanity & immodesty

Pressure in the head

How did Nickelback gain a large fan base despite criticism of their music?

Sudden onset of extreme euphoria

Personal Behaviors & Social Changes

Experiencing smells with no external stimuli such as smells that are familiar to you that evoke emotion, ladies perfume, men’s cologne, body odors, chemical smells etc.

Republican Trump is a billionaire, president, won't be held accountable for multiple felonies, and pretty much has whatever he wants. So why is he always whining and crying about stupid, pointless stuff? Is he incapable of happiness?

People shouldn’t be telling these “doctors” their personal business EVER.

Thinking a spirit is watching you

”Homeless man” smell

Why do men love boobs (irrespective of big or small)?

Overlapping voices or what I call triple voice or Legion

Weird sexual fetishes and fantasies

Obsession with Personal Hygiene (OCD or Mysophobia etc.)

Have you ever gone to a porn theater with your wife?

Then the vast majority of the rest of the chapters go through Job’s psychological state of mind through the attack.

Physical Pain

I truly wish everyone on the internet & everyone in the medical fields could get a little taste of what this feels like.

Nose

So then as adults, they have no clue how to cope, religions are teaching lies and are utterly useless to everyone therefore people are looking for a magic pill to solve their problems because they can’t or don’t want to put in the work and catch up on their own.

Hearing static noises, scrambles or people talking on a radio when there is no radio anywhere and no source for the static at all.

Zaps as though you are being shocked with electricity

Extreme pulsations in one area or pulsations in multiple areas that are off rythmn and don’t match as though you have several heart beats that are off rtyhmn with one another.

Avoiding large crowds

Full Body Boils Physical Ailments

Dreams coming true, regularly

Afraid to look in the mirror

Black Magic/ Witchcraft/ Sorcery

Eyes

Terrible Visions

Third Eye Chakrah; Kabbalah

Feeling like your spirit is expanding outside of the perimeters of your body somehow.

Friends Accused Him

Clicking that sounds like a line connecting or disconnecting

Whooshing sounds like the wind usually in the left ear.

Feeling like someone is seeing through you eyes

EMOTIONAL STATE

V2K: Voice to Skull Technology in other words classified spying techniques

Schizophrenia

Experiencing unusual “coincidences” suddenly and consistently.

THE ATTACKS

Random body ticks or feeling pricks or pokes on the skin or what I personally refer to as voodoo pokes…

Arguing and fighting with a spirit in your dream

Voice of Thunder

Brought His Case Verbally Before the Spirit Realm

Suddenly becoming extraordinarily hot where one begins to heat up throughout the body particularly in the back of head, ears, neck & upper back area

HIS ACTIONS

Sudden promiscuity

Seeing an influx of shooting stars or streaks of light in your skies suddenly

Jinn Possession

Twin Flame Journey’s

Seeing shadows that seem to loom, grow & encompass you

Seeing “angelic numbers” or repeating numbers that have “secret meanings” everywhere you look.

Just about the entire point of Job was to demonstrate what a spirit attack looked like. It has very little if anything to do with anything else.

Sudden onset of having dreams every night when you were not recalling your dreams before or for a very long time

Extreme changes in personality

Content of “Delusion”

Panic

Religious Hysteria (Positive- Good)

For the behaviors I list below there are reasons behind these activities to be sure but for the purpose of attempting to keep this short I will refrain from going into detail about the why’s at this time.

Sudden issues with extreme masturbation

Here is a short list of the never ending symptoms, let’s go over them:

Seeing lights behind the eyes when the eyes are closed such as blue dots, green or white “floating auroras”, rainbow sparkles or scrambles, a single red or purple light right in the center of the vision.

All of the actions Job took during this attack.

Etc…

How Job’s spouse reacted to the attack.

Fear

Wife Turned Against Him

Seeing angels

Thoughts of overt sexual behaviors such as adultery, homosexuality, multiple sexual partners, acts involving blood, violence or murder, pedophilia and/ or Beastiality.

Dreaming in cartoon

Waking up angry, disturbed, or still tired

“Holy” Spirit Gifts

Seeing color auras in just about every color

Issues with Personal Hygiene

Seeing animals or creatures that aren’t there

Seeing visions that have the same resolution of a movie like you are watching HD tv.

Excessive emotional reaction

Endured it to the best of his ability

Feeling pains or soreness on the eyeball itself

Seeing other gods and goddesses

Seeing spirits that look like black silhouettes that have either light or fire behind them

Paranoia regarding animals & insects

Loss of hair, particularly in the areas where the idiotic spirits are messing around usually in the front forehead area and down the front center of the head. It can also be sore here.

One eye sees something larger than the other eye

Sexual sensations

Ability to stare directly into the sun

Which is precisely what people of the past & today in the modern world go through every single day to one degree or another.

Walking around at night barefoot for hours, days or even weeks.

Having blurry or hindered vision temporarily or even blindness

Cramps, Charlie Horses etc.

Extreme changes in sleep schedules

Dreams of objects in the sky and aliens

Having enhanced vision suddenly. Ability to have extraordinary vision on a temporary basis such as seeing things a far off that a person shouldn’t be able to see like stars in the sky appearing larger and more detailed.

Seeing flashes of light fly though your house or shoot out of your peripheral vision

People are being enabled by these systems to make irresponsible and stupid decisions in life instead of learning from their mistakes and living different. A pill isn’t going to fix bad life decisions or bad thinking from the past, present & future. People need to fix what they can fix, move on, let it go & stop doing the same things causing these issues to begin with.

Grief

Emotional State

Seeing the alleged “god” or “jesus”

Quantum Astral Projecting

Electronic or robotic sounding voices

Needing to avoid people

Extreme changes in diet

Seeing elders

Vertigo or depth perception issues.

Repeating dreams

All of the things Job said during this attack.

Epilepsy, Seizures, Sudden Full Body or Head Jerks

Sudden & multiple rises and falls in body temperature within minutes by 2-5 degrees in my observation.

Communication through thoughts

Seeing visions of actual people right now doing things as though they are on video

Sackcloth & Ash (Neglected Personal Appearance & Hygiene)

I assure you that is not what is happening. People that have never been through this situation cannot possibly understand the endless multitudes of symptoms associated with this issue. It is far more than just hearing voices and seeing visions. Unless a person randomly just wakes up with every single mental and physical illness known to mankind this is an utterly stupid theory and diagnosis and I am tired of hearing it.

Healthcare Experimentation & Conspiracy

Ability to control activities, responses & have conversations inside the dream state

Body Odors

Sleep

The right ear seems evil as shit, more evil than the left. The upper right corner seems to be helpful sometimes but this is not definitive at all so be careful and notice the differences for yourself but NEVER FULLY TRUST ANY OF THEM.

THE THEORY THAT THE BRAIN HAS JUST MAGICALLY COME ALIVE & DECIDED IT WILL DO WHATEVER IT WANTS

Nano Technology Mind Control

Irregular heart beats

Dreams of yourself being in another lifestyle that is trying to convince you of reincarnation and past lives

Asked Multitudes of Questions

Creature Sounding Voices such as roars & screaming etc.

Paranoia regarding people

Inability to express emotion, including crying as though your tears have literally been hindered or shut off.

Cymbals or bells, sort of like jingle bells or how Tinker bell sounds in the stupid cartoon

Hearing sonic booms nonstop that shake your house and others can hear them as well as your pets

Seeing Spirits

Whirring or whooshing noises

Hearing Voices

Feeling safer in your home & not wanting to go out in public

Dreams of people you never met but then you meet them later.

Science Experimentation & Conspiracy

Questioned Why the Wicked are Blessed but the Righteous Suffer

Seeing visions that are all around you and intermingling with the natural world. These are not being seen inside the head or mind space they are being seen externally.

Burning on the sides of the groin. Left side, right side or both.

Male and Female- Voices of people you know & people you don’t know at all

Smells like chemicals, something burning or in fire or poisons and toxins to cause a person fear and paranoia

Feel as though you are holding still as you are walking as though you are doing the “Running Man”

“Bipolar” Expression (Dual Sided Arguments for and Against Himself)

Feeling a heaviness come over your entire body where you find it diffiucult to move as though something is on top of you holding you down.

Some of the terms you folks love to throw around to insult the people are nutcase, conspiracy theorist, mentally ill, witch, the devil etc. So why would anyone speak out about these things? They can lose their jobs, families, friends, freedom, creditability and everything else in the time it takes for me to type this sentence.

In the rare occasions that the advice of “therapists” is the same advice given by the scriptures… then okay. Good for the therapist for actually being helpful. People could have known this advise for free… outside of this there is no balance.

Feeling pressure or a shield over one or both eyes that comes and goes

Sexualized feelings that can also stem in the head, hips, inner and outer thighs that are weird and unusual

Strong pulsation in the thumbs, ears, stomach, pelvic or groin areas that are not present in other parts of the body.

Crawling or itching sensations for no reason or with no external stimuli present

Seeing visions that look like a dream while you are awake.

Body

Seeing visions of various doctrines & books playing out like a movie.

You notice your pets are also seeing the same things & are scared or behaving strangely & avoiding certain areas of your house all of a sudden.

Accused Himself

Once a person is diagnosed with a made up, fairytale disease, it follows them forever and can and will be used against them literally everywhere in life.

Misfortune for no Apparent Reason

Finding evil underlying themes in media and music you didn’t notice before.

Seeing visions that are just in your head or mind space only.

Regrets of Being Born

Extreme changes in habits

Multiple clicks that are similiar to the African click language dialect

“Migraines” or “headache” in hyper specific areas. They can rest primarily on the left or right hand side as a rule, not an exception.

Mydriasis, Strange pupil dilation which is a result of lust or adrenaline rushes.

Turning off circuit breakers, disconnecting appliances and WiFi connections, putting devices on airplane mode etc.

Groin & Private Areas (Secret Places)

Seeing people that are deceased

Seeing shadow people that run against walls or fly

Gang Stalking

Sudden buzzing that sounds like an energy wave just beamed right through your head. Sort of sounds like an emergency broadcast sound.

Rumbling, shaking, gusting wind etc.

Seeing the location & characteristics of various types of heavens or planets

Separated from most people

Issues of the mind are spiritual issues pure and simple. People should have been learning how to manage their minds the correct way as children but they weren’t. None of us truly were…

Seeing visions in cartoon graphics and resolution or colors.

Monitoring Spirits

A spirit architecting a date night and seducing you and chatting with you in your dreams.

Seeing shadow people with fedoras

Having trouble with balance that comes and goes

Dread

Feeling like your head is being used like a ouijia board where the left side tapping means no and the right hand side tapping means yes.

Seeing beings in green light

Tech Experimentation & Conspiracy

Seeing a green radar light or a spinning white light orb in your right eye that you can see with the eyes open or shut

BRIEF SUMMERY OF SYMPTOMS

Every single time people run to the doctor and get scans of their brains this data is collected and used by scumbag scientists to develop psych weapons & energy weapons as well things like Elon’s brain chips which is a colossally stupid idea & future people will know why.

Waking up with sudden muscle pains and cramps

Hearing Whispers

Worry

Regret

Low blood sugar attacks unprovoked and when you aren’t a diabetic

Seeing shimmers or shields that look like see through glass but they wobble or vibrate

Alien or Advanced Civilization Conspiracy

Seeing the face of the wind, water or other elements

Feelings you are being sexually harassed, molested, raped or seduced.

Feeling like your soul or spirit is being sucked out of your body or the top of your head to the point where you feel you are going to pass out, faint or die.

Dreams of looping themes, repeating patterns, mazes, hallways, stairs, running in circles, being hunted etc.

Sought Counsel from People

Having a series of unexplainable misfortune all around you

Ears

Noises in the ears.

Rings of Saturn or extraterrestrial sounding noises

Extraordinary Paranoia

Thinking animals and insects are spying on you

Strange clicking and popping in the nasal cavity. Sometimes when you wake up from a heavy night of nonstop dreams you can hear and/or feel this.

Eye Twitching

Pains in the anal area

Anxiety

“Tinnitus”

Astral Projection & Quantum Science Hysteria

Rapid deep sleep cycles, instantly falling into a deep sleep state while simultaneously knowing you were conscious in it

Thinking your family, friends, neighbors and co-workers are spying on you

Murder of Servants by Weapons

Community Despised Him

Seeing spirits that look like vapors of smoke or “genies” that will have the head of a person but the body of a spirit vapor

Strange & subtle yet painless vibrations in the chest or groin areas. Sort of feels like a Dremel tool or a mini jackhammer.

Premature aging all of a sudden

This industry is causing people to dwell on the problem and go deeper into the rabbit hole instead of avoiding entering the rabbit hole to begin with. This is the polar opposite of what people are supposed to do. We notice the problem, face it, learn from it and then let it go. Period. Some of these doctors are even going so far as to hypnotize people so that even more problems can be dragged up from an even deeper hole based on their idiotic theory of the subconscious which is lie.

Feeling like the earth is spinning around you or tilted while you are standing still or vice versa

Defended Himself

Waking up with migraines or headaches and unable to see straight like you’ve been drugged.

Excessive warming or a burning sensation

Ancient Belief & Ritualistic Hysteria

Feelings a Watch Was Set Over Him

Smells associated with sex

Night terrors

Extreme change in perceptions of reality and world view or belief systems.

Telepathic communication that is not words or thoughts it’s a “knowing”.

Hearing a snap or popping that sounds like it is coming from the skull

Suddenly becoming extraordinarily cold where one begins to shake and convulse.

Argued His Case to All

Temporary soreness in various areas of the head when you touch it particularly the top middle area or down the center of the head.

Feeling as though the ground is not solid under your feet as though it is exanding and becoming deeper.

Questioned the Point of His Existence or Life in General

Remote Viewing

Thoughts of Death

The symptoms of the attack

Mental Illness

Seeing beings in bluish white light

Head

Shortness of breath

Sudden issue with pornographic materials and content

Audible Voices both inside of the mind space & outside of the head. Hearing multiple types of audible voices, very distinct and clear.

Gender dysphoria, transgenderism

Thinking secret societies are spying on you

Seeing visual phenomenon such as:

Sudden onset of extreme dread

Questioned God

Seeing visions of future world events that actually come to pass later in the news cycle.

Excessive Chills or “tingles”

Sleep Walking

Familiar smells that are personal for you that will invoke a memory or emotion both good or bad

Waking up crying

People shouldn’t be letting “doctors” play Frankenstein with the chemistry of their brains. EVER.

Sudden temporary pains throughout the body for no reason

Seeing signs and symbols everywhere you look

Hopelessness

Seeing beings of fire

The idea that no one on earth could deliver Job from this issue

Seeing actual light “orbs” in the physical sky, in your house or in your yard that appear and then vanish. Images are below at the end.

Demon Possession

People are hearing from spirits plain and simple. The vast majority of the thoughts of people do not actually belong to them. There is no such thing as a “inner voice” either. The brain doesn’t just come alive like some sort of weirdo alien body part and decide to attack and terrorize the person it lives in. This is ridiculous. Spirits are real whether people like it or not. The human body is set up almost like an antenna that can hear various frequencies outside this world and within this world. This is what is happening. Period.

Witnessing unexplaine chaos in the lives of the people you are close to all of a sudden including financial issues, freak accidents, sickness & even death.

Sweating

If people want to get high then they just need to say that’s what they want and be done with it but please don’t sit here and try to claim mind altering pharmaceutical drugs along with idiotic doctors are the solution because it’s not. Most of these people just want to get high off these drugs or be chemically numb.

If you do the math on every single person experiencing these things, the sum of them are a hell of a lot larger than what statistics are showing. That is just the peope who are actually reporting this to an authority who keeps track. Most do not report this because of stupid questions and assumption like this question & the stigma associated with these things.

Pokes on the head

Murder of Family by Wind

Dreams of “heaven and hell”

The unhelpful counsel from friends

Religious Hysteria (Negative- Bad)

Extraordinary Fear

Sudden pressure like something has blocked your ears. Sort of feels like pressure from when water gets in the ear.

Mens cologne or women’s perfume

Very vivid dreams

Thinking the government is spying on you

Hearing the buzzing of electrical devices that are driving you nuts but other’s cannot hear them because your ears have been heightened and you can literally hear common energy frequencies other people can’t.

Your own voice but it definietly isn’t you speaking

Seeing visions of things going on in the universe.

Excessive sweating, waking up soak and wet

Depression

In the theory of medical science, at its foundation, the idea is that the brain just magically comes alive and decides “You know what? I am just going to operate totally independently of the human being and just take over their entire lives and start screaming at them in audible voices and attacking their body. Why not?”.

Government Experimentation & Conspiracy

Thinking the news, movies & other forms of media are sending you personal messages.

The culprit behind the attack

JOB WARNED PEOPLE ABOUT THIS ISSUE

Chest pressure

Target Individuals

Seeing saints from the scriptures